When the sun goes down
Wednesday, 21 September 2011 | 11:57 pm | 0 comments
Received the Chinese idioms test paper back. Scored 20/50. Sad lurh, 5 marks away from passing. Disappointed like hell. Really must jy in other subjects to pull my marks up. Really really wanna go to 206 next year. This year is like so much more stress than PSLE :(
Chiong my history project powerpoint till 4am last night. In the end history teacher didn't come. :( Feel so retarded. But at least have 1 lesser thing to complete (:
Still yet to complete my art. Don't really even know what we're suppose to do. This person say do this, the other say do that. I don't even have colour paper or any idea how to make the art look 3D. Art lesson before recess somemore. Totally no way to rush it out. The work is plain, but i like it. Teacher's standard so high. Afraid that she consider it incomplete or anything. She'd be giving the exam theme tomorrow. So die die have to finish this assignment, decorating and designing a shield based on your personality. Vampire would be easy, but those kinda stuffs ain't allowed. Sad lurhh. :( Make life difficult for me. High chance need to write 100 lines of "I will never forget to do Mdm Farhana's homework ever again !!"
Drama today not so bad, but still bad. Once went up, my cough keep reacting. Sorethroat came back, cannot talk loudly. I didn't memorise the script. So i improvised. Made my group members have to improvise along with me just to match whatever I said. Feel damn guilty. :( Wasn't even really prepared. Only rehearsed once and read the script 4-5 times in my life. Embarrassing like hell, i swearr.
Got D&T tomorrow. Everyone started on making their bracelets except me. I didn't dare to operate the machines the first week so I was just sitting there slacking, watching people do their work. Then the 2nd week, i was absent. So i couldn't do anything at all. This is the 3rd one. Need to complete it already. Yet my work done = 0% .
Owe my form teachers my report book for 1 week and 3 days lerhh. Don't dare let my mother sign :( Got 2 F9 in its. Afraid if let her sign this Saturday I can't go out lerh, if i intend to. Really really feel like going to the Zoo. De-stress abit. :X
Really moodless :( Don't really like to use the laptop anymore, don't wanna audi, don't wanna listen to SHINee songs, don't like texting, don't feel like talking. I just wanna keep taking out my textbooks to revise if not just sleep. Really going to break down. :( In class act like I don't care a single shyt, actual fact : I wanna study, but i don't understand. So i don't listen at all. There are always arguments between the class and most subject teachers. So basically listen also pointless. :/
Gonna try thinking how to get the colour papers thingy and how to make the art look 3D-like. :/ Then sleep again. It's the only way to escape from this dreadfull place.
THE ONLY WAY TO ESCAPE REALITY, IS TO SLEEP.