DEPRESSED. STRESSED.
It's hard living up to people's expectation. They always expect you to be so '
PERFECT' . I just don't understand, why do i NOT have a single friend who i can seriously go crazy and blurt my mind out without thinking. Seriously, NO ONE. I have to at least think abit before telling them. Plus, they usually sabotage your friendship with someone else. All are either busy with CCA, tuition or use excuses like no money, parents dont let, sick. Plus, they'd like to go to MALLS. I hate malls, its just looking at a bunch of clothes, and shoes. Yeah, occasional shopping is fine, I mean you have to shop for something to wear. But occasional is like once in a few months, other times is like can go outdoors and just slack, have fun and chill. NOT talk about homework, school, etc. And, if you don't give a damn about homework, they'd be like 'walao, why you like that, do your work la, everytime play' .
WTF YOU SO NAGGY -.- GO OUT CHILL NOT TALK ABOUT HOMEWORK. Just wanna talkative friends, would give opinions, gossip with, not care that much about homework when slacking, dont just wanna stay in the MALL that often and not a doublefaced backstabber that lies. Seriously, is going USS, Zoo, Night Safari, Wild wild wet, Sentosa or the beach REALLY THAT HARD. It's better than staying in a mall doing NOTHING. WHY, WHY AM I SURROUNDED BY PEOPLE THAT ARE SOOOO HARD TO GET ALONG WITH -.- ! So many feelings bottled up inside and have no one to confide to. Parents won't understand, teachers will get nosy, and friends usually interrupt and start talking about their own problems instead, and i have NO siblings. Miserable life alright -.-
-BEING SINGLE IS AWESOME, BUT THERE ARE TIMES THAT YOU FEEL ALONE AND MISS BEING TAKEN.
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