This just isn't me ):
Thursday, 13 September 2012 | 10:29 pm | 0 comments
Exams are coming in another 3 weeks. Freaking stressed out. ): Have been more focused in class now, not sure if it's too late ? ): but trying to catch up as much as i can. Always the same routine, Jan-Aug play/slack. Then Sept start focusing ): left less than a month. In exactly 30 days my exam would have been over already. Gosh, time is running damn short ): 22 days to exam. I can't stand it, studying. I know thats what imma supposed to do as a student. But no fun! Feel like a dead zombie. Energy drained. By what? By staring at homework. Same old routine. Wake up at 6:45am, reach school around 7:25am. Study till 1:45pm like a crazy person dying for freedom with a friggin headache. Then go home, manage bs, etc. Or if not on some days got tuition. Just dying for a rest. Can't wait for the hols. 17TH NOV FASTER COME. I can't believe this. How can hols start so late? I thought end of October supposingly? Guess not.My class holding a trip to Cambodia to help the kids there living in the dumpsite. 4 days 3 nights trip. Gosh, i'll miss my babies so much ): My poor Coco & Puffy ! Will miss them so much, cfm cry at night. I need to hug them ): Nvr been a day without them since they came staying with us )': ! Really wish they could come along. I want to go overseas, in fact dying for it. Has been 6 years since i last went overseas/took a plane. Just wanna sit on a plane, fly overseas, stay hotel, tour around, explore or smth. Kinda reluctant to help those kids there, not my nature :D Say i'm mean whatever, i'm more of a animal person. I don't pity humans. We brought this to ourselves, and animals are helpless. Who need help more? Animals obviously. Gosh, seriously dont want to go to a smelly dumpsite. Later smelly dao my eyes sting or smth? Still need wear jeans thr due to insects, etc. OMG, WHAT IF I SEE A COCKROACH? GOSH. :O ! Freaky much. Then their hotel thr got ghost how? ): ! Gosh.
But i want to go as many countries as i possibly can in this life. Cambodia is a start? I want to go with friends, which i'm planning Jolynn as my roommate if we can choose ! ^^ But then i just don't wanna help the kids there ! Help can, but still why whole day? ): No tour? Pointless. Gosh, hope none of my form teacher sees this. Later scold me. But teacherr ): this are my true feelings ! Just want sit airplane and go overseas.
My grandmother also said that she'll buy me a luggage if i go overseas ! I'll choose a hard cased neon green luggage ! ^^ So cool! But i'll miss Singapore ): !!!!!! The comforts. I'm imagining the worst there. So hopefully won't be that bad. It's like a damn dilemma, i want to go thr because airplane+hotel+overseas. But WHY HELP PEOPLEEEEE. Hope hotel got good service, and at least 3.5-4 stars? Best would be 5 though ! ^^ And better have wifi, so can skype home ): See coco & puffy my dear babies! ): Definitely will cry without them around for those 3 nights. <\3 Will they forget me? ):