Main reason why i'm kinda 'excited' for Sec 3 life
Monday, 26 November 2012 | 3:20 am | 0 comments
Hmm, maybe, it's because i might just have a chance to restart my life. So called. Well, yeah, half of my class will be my old classmates as you know from my older posts. But, it's a new year, i might be able to start afresh with a brand new attitude. What i'm afraid of it's just that when the school term starts, everything i planned and look forward to might just tumble down. What if everyone stuck in their old previous cliques and i'm an outcast. Oh my, i might be lonely for the next 2 years in 306'13 and 406'14 ! ): And what if classmates that i don't know aren't nice? Mean and whatever that is just like a bad. LOL.
But seriously, i wanna have fun in school next year, really listen + have fun in class. So i can look forward to school in the morning and all, so that i won't have such an negative attitude i had since pri 5 , skipping school and all that my attendance is like less than average. I don't even mind being a nerd if it means i could top the class or get good grades. I seriously don't. I can change being a nerd when the semester ends, but if i'm dumb, i can never change my grades ever again. Not EVER. Why can't i just get in my head, and get so aggressive if anyone mistook me for a nerd / study freak. I should be honoured. Maybe ruin my 'reputation' of a school rebel? LOL, whatever the shit it is.
THERE'S A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING BAD AND STUPID.
I needa freaking get that in my head. Facepalm lika seriously. I sound like a naggy freak ! Oh well, if there's anyone that can nag to me, it'd be myself. If it's someone else, you just shut the hell up. LOL, okay, shall cut the crap. But i know i'll regret it if i don't score well. Seriously, i always wish that miraculously knowledge would pop into my head and grades will be like A1 ! LOL , wishful thinking Joey. Wishful thinking.
And one interesting video that kinda inspired me to finally blog this is what imma gonna attach above so watch it. Her videos are awesome! Have been watching it since noon and it's going 4am now