MY MAPLE ☹
Thursday, 15 November 2012 | 1:53 am | 0 comments
I feel like creating a hate website one a particular someone. Someone whom i always had quarrels with since pri 4 till now just because of her anger management issues. And i'm always the one who's wrong & has to back down. And she is super vulgar, mind you dearest. How matter how the hell bad mood i am, i NEVER vent it out on friends. NEVER. Feel like screenshotting the convo we just had in her one sided heated argument, thinking she's that smart and all. Explains why she has that little friends. If you're smart, you can find her twitter link in one of the words. :D Linked it with html. She just tweeted "People have to fucking give in to you all the fucking time on all the fucking occasions. What do you have that others don't?" and "You just never think you're in the wrong. Everybody have to please you yeah, your majesty."Darling, don't you know i'm the princess of my family? Be it extended family or not. I'm like royalty. Being an only child, i was spoilt with choices with everything I wanted. But oh well, honestly, i ain't that bad since i went to secondary school. People treated me indifferently. Hard to adjust that i ain't all that anymore, but it was for the better. Back to the main point. I, Joey, was the one who ended the conversation and said forget it. And she said, she gave in to me? I'd laugh if this weren't between us. Most of the times in primary sch, i don't even know what we fought for, one day, we're like best friends forever, next day, she'll gives me a cold shoulder, i ask her what's wrong, and a string of vulgarites come out, but never the reason why she's pissed at me, then that will go on for months, patch a few weeks, and cycle repeats for the next 2 years till we're now in different schools. Sec 1, March hols, that happened again, but since we're in different schools, we didn't talk till October, patched, and now this happens. WOW. I really don't know what to say. Yeah, i'm horrible for typing all these out. But have to express all my feelings out at least somewhere, or i'll never sleep in peace tonight. These are the people who treat friendship like dirt. It's a big no wonder you graduated with like 3 friends by your side, including me at that time. I don't even know why i was afraid to offend you at that time, you were so badly hated, who'd stand by you even if i did something? HAH. Okay, done ranting. Hope maybe tomorrow everything's back to normal.
I'm a bad friend, i know. I make use of people's naivity and trust for me. I always do. Pushing blames to them so i'd never have to get into trouble, making use of their naivity to get them to do stupid things like cheating with me in a final year exam, and many more. But, despite all that, they'll still stay by me.Worse thing is i never felt guilty or sorry for them. NEVER. I'll just say they're dumb for believing me.
Sooo, since i've yet to sleep, it shall be considered as 14th Nov 2012 ! :DD Since i'm using acer dearest here, no maple/audi. Seriously sucks. Phantom was released today, and yet i can't MAPLE. My darling Phantom , wait for me ! I've an ign picked out for you long ago already ! JUST WAIT FOR MEEEE ! Will be going to LAN with Liting & Abigail tomorrow ! Excited to try out Phantom! Jealous of all those people gloating to me their skills already, just you wait people! I'll own all of ya :3 ! Bwahahahaha! Just hope i don't have to wait too long for the patch tomorrow. I'll seriously be pissed. But at least i can audi while waiting since the come there aren't laggy. Gosh, my fingers are getting stiff now, hold on :3 lemme crack them. HAHA! Okay done ! :D Can type definitely much faster now ! Momma's birthday next monday! Don't know what to get her ! Maybe shall go check it out this Sunday :3 Or maybe friday when meeting Cynthia, Jolynn & Sitong. And back to it, secondary school friends have much mature thinking than pri sch friends. Why is that so ? We're all the same age now. Psh . OKAY, the end, shall go do whatever now.