Don't forget to be awesome on 12/12/12 !
Wednesday, 12 December 2012 | 11:41 pm | 0 comments
It's 12/12/12 today and I wasted my day watching the tv rotting with Yukie. Well, that's an utterly waste of a repetitive day that will NOT happen again in a millennium ! Yeah, it's nothing much to most people, but got the feeling i wasted it. I won't live to see another repetitive date again. I'll be dead, gone, gone from the face of Earth in god knows where.
I fear death, yes I do. I don't want to stop existing. I don't want to die. What will happen to me then, is it like 'blackout' , the end, totally senseless and just that's it, your life is over. Or are is there an afterlife, if so, I don't wanna go. I wanna remain on Earth, even if no one can see me , hear me or touch me. It isn't really death you fear, but where you'll end up afterwards. Wondering what happens to you when your life ends and all.
"Imagine one day you'll be lying on your deathbed. It's terrifying. And just one day, you'll stop breathing. You're no longer existing, and soon will be forgotten."