Screwed up feb
Tuesday, 12 February 2013 | 6:07 pm | 0 comments
Terrible. No internet. Nothing. Totally not motivated to do anything at all. 3rd day of cny, cooped up at home watching chic-fics & doing my geography homework, blogging through my iPhone. Things have been so screwed up. So my seating arrangement have changed in school, and i'm apparently at the extreme right of the class, seated first row, and beside someone quiet & can't stand noise. So i have to shut the fuck up in class and yea, pratically thats hell. I have to talk & now i'm forced to study, which is a good thing. Yes, but a dramatic change for me. First friggin row. I can't SLACK. And behind me would be seated a drama queen, noisy as hell. God. I thought this year would be different. Where i can be myself & start anew with friends or make some NEW friends. But nuh uhh, noooo. People stick with their old cliques. And this is just what? Its just freaking february.
Its valentines day in 2 days time and things aren't going that well between me & him. We just clash. He wants a sweet rs, i want a fun one. And i honestly find him boring, he just doesn't dare to speak up and talk to me normally. As though he's afraid to ruin my impression of him, what he doesn't realise is that hiding his trueself is what is putting me off. Plus i find him short-tempered. Wtf. And he shows me screenshots of his ex and a girl who has an obsession with him , texts msgs. Wtf are you tryna do? Then beg me to help you think of a reply. GROW UP MAN. YOU'RE JUST EXPECTING ME TO BE JEALOUS. But i'm not, i dont even give a shit on who you wanna talk or flirt with. Why can't you just reply them what you wanna reply them on your fucking own. Goddamnit.