It's better to be feared than loved
Sunday, 3 November 2013 | 1:59 am | 0 comments
Honestly I hope no one sees this post but oh well, it's a blog. So, really feeling kinda down right now. Not even bother trying to think happy thoughts. Ugh. Don't know what the hell is wrong with me, getting 'weaker' day by day, emotionally that is. Never used to be like this. I want the old me back. Gonna try put the 'armor' back up. I just can't handle anything right now.Can't handle all these emotions. What's more is that I don't even know what i'm feeling. Confused, mixed, i'm just getting delusional. Damn.
because i'm never gonna be like the other girls no matter how hard i try. normal, fun, pretty, skinny, adorable. I just can't. and therefore, i can never have you.
"Don't want your hand, this time, I'll save myself."