So yesterday, my entire class received the news that there would be prom! Yay yay. Or is it a nay. Quite looking forward to it, though the theme selection is still in progess. Sadly, not many dressed up extravagantly for prom last year so i doubt this year would be any different. Many dresses caught my eye that i'm considering. Sigh, how weird would it be? Me in a dress? Sha. 

There's still finals though. 4th day of school today, still alive but barely breathing. It's so exhausting that just on the 2nd day of school, i slept for 14 hours and was still lethargic. Sigh, new maths teacher, she seems to strongly believe that she can make my entire class of maths failure pass our finals. I would love to throw her all my faith but i don't know. So many tried, but we didn't. Or maybe it was just me. 

Eitherway, informing us that prom is ongoing is a terrible thing. Utterly distracted by it! Starting with my physics speed study with month. 

I want to ask out my crush out to prom! But i'm so afraid of rejection! Extremely conflicted. Even if he does say yes, i would be thrilled, yes, but i'd be so self-conscious that i wont have fun during prom! But if he rejects me, i'd be soo upset. I should worry about that later. I can't even summon up the courage to say hi to him. This is so not me. Sigh :(  i don't want to make him feel bad if he has plans with someone else or something. Also what if he feels emasculated with a girl asking him out instead?! Ugh. Guys. I don't know what to do.