Kind-of-a-rant
Tuesday, 21 October 2014 | 12:21 am | 0 comments
Hey, it was English O level yesterday and guess what, I think I'm rather confident of getting 9/10 or full marks for editing. My compo and compre I think it's just a soso thing, not that confident but OHGOD, please get me an A. Lost my touch with great vocabulary. SIGH..... Compre had tricky questions and blah blah, almost used colour scheme to compare the contrast instead of the content. I know, wtf was I thinking?!
Anyway, really don't feel like going to prom anymore. Probably due to exams, but still. I already bought my dress and it's really a waste if I don't get to wear it to prom. Also, i kinda flared up at my prom date though I got over it already. Apparently he heard that I was contemplating not to go to prom with him anymore and yeah, really don't know what he thinks right now. I do want to go with him because he's really good looking and tall. Hidden humour as well and all but AH WELL. I DON'T KNOW.
Just feeling extremely troubled about it. I was really upset with my maths result and I was having trouble sleeping. Because talking to him makes me happy, I decided to talk to him yknow, to ease my mind off things. At that very point, I was thinking about rollerblades and how much I absolutely missed rollerblading. I then thought about how rollerblades make me look ALOT taller, and so I wondered how tall people would look like in them. So, i envisioned every tall friend I know in rollerblades and HE crossed my mind, not my fault, he IS tall. SO, BEING ME, A NATURAL CURIOUS PERSON THAT CAN'T SLEEP UNTIL THE QUESTION IS ANSWERED, ASKED HIM. GUESS WHAT. I GOT A "NO, AND IDW TO LEARN. THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY" as a reply. ALL I ASKED WAS A QUESTION AND ALL I EXPECTED WAS A YES/NO REPLY. WHATTHEFUCK. Rude much. I don't know if it was fair or not to flare up at him, to me it is. But, ohmy, I don't know. CONFLICTED FOR REASONS I CAN'T SAY HERE. I do really want to go to prom with him though. Hahaha.
Oh, and I finally got to borrow Of Neptune & Afterglow from the library! I'm so HAPPY!! Books that i've waited for an entire year! LOVIN IT. Galen is sooo dreamy. I want a boyfriend like him, and I hope that he has a friend like Toraf. That would be SO cool on so many levels. Rayna is SUPER FRICKIN COOL. <3 Syrena4life. I want to be one. I want to be a dragon too. Sigh, hehe. Vampires, werewolf, elemental lord, EVERYTHING MYSTICAL! My life evolves around magic! Forever a believer. JUST NO MANA OK, I DO HAVE MAGIC. ;))