R.I.P car
Thursday, 5 March 2015 | 12:21 pm | 0 comments
Yesterday, I got into a car accident with my mom. Not as in 2 cars in a collision course or not, but the car hit the curb and because it was a high curb + my mom was going at a quite fast speed. The car got wrecked. I almost hit my head on the windshield but thank god for the seatbelt!! Still hit my head pretty hard against the seat cushion though till now it still hurts.
I feel responsible for this even though I wasn't the driver as I was the one that insisted on going out while my mom wanted to stay home. All for the sake of a tennis racquet. All I wanted was to go and buy a tennis racquet of my own so that I can start training before I take it up as a cca. Unfortunately, on our way there, that happened. It was in the vicinity, so in the end I did get my tennis racquet, but no more car for my mom. The car is so much more than a convenience, it was like her way of life, her life. I ruined it all. Furthermore, it was her first and only car. Now, it's probably on it's way to the scrapping company or something.
I really can't give up on tennis now, I owe it to her and to the car.
Why do I ruin everything? :(