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Name - Joey
Horoscope - Gemini
Likes - Travel, Disney,FOOD
Fav colour - Lime green, gold, dusty rose
Fav Singer - The Cab, R5 & Cody Simpson
Fav movie - The Lion King
Fav animal - Wolf

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A horse
New laptop
A macbook pro
USS annual pass
A lime green luggage
Migrate to Australia
Visit Hawaii
Stay in Greece for 2-3 months
Visit Maldives
Visit Kyoto, Japan (see cherry blossoms)
Go overseas before 2012 ends
Get braces
Lime green vox bag
Go bungee jumping & cliff jumping
Pokemon ORAS
New pair of inline skates
A range rover evoque
Attend prom
Get a prom date
Driver license before i'm 21
iPhone 5s
Horseback riding lessons ♥
Archery lessons
Learn taekwondo
A telescope
A tennis racquet
Learn how to play the drums
Learn how to use a sword
Join a sports co-curricular
3DS XL
Try fencing
Go scuba-diving
A surfboard

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Goodness gracious, im so bored now so i'm gonna blog. Like, i literally am so bored I have NO idea what to do. Today was just boring. I swear no other words to describe today. I was so sleep deprived (still am), and HUNGRY. So yeah, derive @ your own conclusion. Hint: hangry.

Woohoo, new episode to teenwolf season 5 tomorrow. <3 Love Malia.

Literally, asking myself everyday if school is really necessary because, like, ugh, I'm so not a morning person...... Never was, never will be. Not intending to change.

Ugh, in amk library right now, just had spaghetti, woohoo, best in the world, Galilee special. Daebak. Irritating idiot studying right now in front of me, shaking the table, psh. Shook the table just a tiny bit and he gave me the death glare. Fml. So hard to get his attention. So little time to hangout with him. Never had this attention problem before when it came to others like friends/family since I either never wanted it or I had it all.

Guess I'm just gonna surf tumblr, look for nice bingsu, read thought catalogue or something. Zzzz. Still have an hour to spend.

Went to school to do absolutely nothing today. Ugh, i hate school. Being graded just for attending school today basically since I did NOTHING. Can't wait for holidays to begin again. Like, nothing I need more than that right now. SLEEP.

Was also thinking of finding a new part time job, the current one pays well and has like attractive staff benefits, but, so stressful. Kind of? I don't know, prolly just want something new since I've been there for like a year or so.

Really have to begin reading again. Like, after ESE i suppose. So many things I want to do and places i wanna go (within sg ofc). Passport expired. BOUNDED.

- Go to mount faber park (koi fish pond) :D
- Go to Southernmost point @ palawan beach
- Go Punggol Waterway
- Go quarry


How long as it been since I last blogged. Ugh, ok, what has happened.

Basically, drama.

Like what isn't? No kidding, I deserve a reality show of my own.

Kk, so yay, it's 2016. Finally turning 18.

FLAMINGOS. Obsessed with them now.

(I really want to eat samyang korean spicy noodles right now but having internal conflict whether to do so or not)

Really gotta go back to reading soon, think i'm gonna start by re-reading Unearthly. Angels and all, how nice.

Okay, got attached on 19 Dec to like the best boyfriend I ever had. God, I sound like those bimbotic lovestruck idiot. But really though, he spoils me so much, love you <3 Meeting his family was the most nerve-wrecking thing I've ever done, I swear. This is also the first relationship that I let my mom know. So yeah, good start. Never thought I liked hearing cheesy stuff, in fact, hated it TONS in the past, but somehow, hearing from him, it makes me all tingly and warm. Great going joey. Hated hugs, holding hands and all too, but now, IT ALL CHANGED. /cries.

Semester 2 is ending soon, how fast. Actually quite comfortable in this class. Ah well, what choice do I have. From next year onwards, I'll be in LTAM, stuck with the same 25 classmates till graduation. Ahwell.

Still convincing myself not to go cook the noodles right now, I think i'm gonna succumb eventually at around 2am, then regret that I didn't just give in at 11pm+ or now.

JOEY, GET A GRIP.

Yay, it's Saturday tomorrow, or today since it's after midnight. No school, no work, RJ extended till Sunday. Movies + fire noodles. Woohoo. It would be great if my boyfriend can be with me the entire day tomorrow too. Legitly, like nothing more than his company. UNFORTUNATELY, he has to study. I should too but nooooooo, procrastinator = naega.

Ugh, my body aches so much. Not sure why,  maybe because of yesterday's taekwondo training. Bruises on my leg too :( OMG, i have like 3 tiny little pimples on my nose. Uglehhhhh.

Ahahaha, was scrolling through my blog's archive, used to end every post with lyrics, HAHA. HERE GOES AGAIN. (1 time only) <-maybe*


"I promise not to hurt you, I promise not to lie. I promise to befriend you and defend you with my life" Have you ever been so tired in your life where you basically don't care about anything at all? yeah that's me right now. Status report: Currently in RP, E66M, Financial accounting class. Barely alive. This module is killing me so bad I cant even begin to describe how dreadful it is.

Basically a burden to the team, ugh. They're nice people, letting me just watch my teen wolf, continuing my "give-up-on-FA" routine. Currently at the last episode of teen wolf season 4. Man, lessons ends at 4:15 today and I'm so not sure if I can make it out of class alive. Like, I haven't had a proper good sleep since the week before POL-ITE. Like, my weekends are so packed I don't even know when I'm gonna finally get a good rest because had the irritating attachment last weekend and have been getting nightmares since like a few days ago. Ugh, I don't know if it's because I've been watching shows like teen wolf, or what. The berserkers, etc etc. But again, it isn't as scary as season 3. The nogitsune.

Exams are starting next week and I've yet to begun my exams preparation. Like literally, not even 1 sentence. Ugh. Seriously. PARTICULARLY ACCOUNTING. OH I'M SO SCREWED.

Really want to ditch class and just leave school right now. To like, the zoo/USS/the beach. Somewhere. Ugh.

((Should I continue this post with what happened recently? Maybe I should. Kies.))


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Craving for korean spicy rice cakes right now, gonna have that for lunch with a friend tomorrow @ CWP before looking for a present for another! Watched too many kdramas recently and they keep showing spicy rice cakes, kimchi stew, ramen, etc. Are there any nice korean families in Singapore that can teach me the ways of their culture and let me eat their homecooked korean food? All the korean cuisine be it in foodcourt or wherever are crazy expensive. Also kbbq are really popular (according to kdramas), like they have it almost every meal like it's cheap or something. But in Singapore, it's SO EXPENSIVE. Like really?? Cheesus, ok, watched maze runner 2 a few days ago with Leon, Abi and Cal. I really miss Slippers Clan tbh. Ah, i'm hungry. ); H U N G R Y. But it's like 2:24am now and i'll surely regret if I eat something now. Or should I just eat cereal? Ugh, i'm so indecisive with unimportant stuff but so rash and impulsive on things that actually need through thinking.

OHOH, AND KI HONG LEE IS SO CUTE. BUT....HE'S MARRIED. (my heart screaming noooo)

Really need an adventure cove trip with my darling dearies. Haven't hung out with the them ALL present since June and I kinda ruined it with my cranky mood but still, ended well. Kinda hard to arrange a date whereby we're all free to meetup and hangout since we're all in different schools and we all have different holidays. ughz, burden max. Who cares about proper english now. Rambling rambling rambling. I care but i'm too hungry, does that make sense? Yes it does.

Yknow how I kinda drifted with my best friend? Yeah so sat beside him during the movie and we shared popcorn. At that moment I really felt connected to him. Like, we never quarreled, there was no misunderstanding, things were exactly how they were a year before. It was great.

(SO ADDICTED TO LOCKED AWAY BY R.CITY & ADAM LEVINE RIGHT NOW.)

So had like a pimple outbreak like 2 weeks ago and there are SCARS, MOFO SCARS >:( Dragged momma dearest to face shop to get me something that can remove them and bought this Spot corrector, dayum it works, best decision evaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

OKAY, that's it, i'm too hungry to form any words. SLEEP THE HUNGER AWAY. Hasta la buh bye.

PRETTY LADEH SAYS SAYANORA


(hint: it's me)

jk, it's lyrics. bye.
Like, finally, a USS trip worth going ever since I got my seasonal pass in July. Ugh, went with people that didn't know how to appreciate the beauty of USS back then, didn't wanna go for jurassic ride, didn't wanna go for this, didn't wanna go for that, filled with burdens.

Went with these 3 little freaks to USS on 7th September! Cylon was great but we only got to take it once because the queue was awfully long. (Sept hols for pri & sec school). Ugh. Coincidentally saw a few sec sch and now rp friends there too. Like, both of them were in the same sec school and both of them are now in rp as well. Get it? Pardon me if i'm not making sense, I just woke up, way too early. Ugh. Had pizza and rice for dinner, like wtf. BLOATED AF RIGHT NOW. Back to Cylon, yeah, Perry didn't try it because he was "scared of heights". Oh, finally tried the puss in boots ride. IT WAS HILARIOUS. Like, what did my eyes just see. Also, perry's look of terror because of the height and a few sudden surges of speed.

Brought them to the Southernmost point too, ah, my happy place. Glad to share it anyday really, but at times also wish it's my little secret spot. Too late for that anyway, slippers clan know it, so do this bunch now. Absolutely love that little "isle". Someone I extremely disliked posted a picture of her there earlier today, OHMY, she's tainting the place with her filthy presence. Unfortunately enough, I do not own Southernmost point. Sigh.

Have IG practice later and I'm not sure if I wanna go ): Like, I want to go but, darling friend isn't there, not like it really matters but it'd be nice to have someone to pester >:) . Oh, and the flash shirt that I bought before my birthday,yeah, I realised that they have a green lantern version too!! OHMYGOD ): AND, IT'S $29.90 NOW. I WANT IT SO BADLY. LIKE HEY, GREEN, MY FAVOURITE COLOUR, HUNNY.

I also wanna visit the DC cafe in Marina Bay Sands, like how cool is that?! So glad the DC legacy lived on and is still living. DC > Marvel anyday, anytime. Yay, halfway through ESE, 3 more days to go!! So far, it's alright. Bless my stars for being a humanity student back in secondary school. Make things sooo much easier. Also, thank god classes for sem 1 are all over. Had terrible classmates. My faculty seriously needs more boys. I so wouldn't mind having my ig mates in my class. Ugh, but someone told me that they might be good in the same ig but probably not in class and if they were my classmates, things would get sour. Kinda true since i'm kinda uptight in class I guess. I really care about my grade, even if I'm too tired to do things the first 2-3 hours of class because my brain hasn't woke up yet. Do i sound like i'm complaining or being defensive????? Who cares. Just extremely hate public speaking, HATE IT. I don't know when all this began? Because I remembered I loved going up on stage to sing, and if i could do that will an audience, I do not understand why I struggle to find the right words or speak nervously fast when public speaking. UGH. BAD MEMORIES. Never again. Can't wait to start reading again! Which should I start with? I think I should go back to reading Unearthly series or Goddess. Feeling so down and out. Should really be studying but I used up all of my attention span for today already. God, i'm so drained. 3 hours of sleep is a major nono. Why did I do this to myself?? The headache is KILLING me.

Omg, my mom bought me a kicking target pad, i'm so happy!! I really wanna put it on snapchat and like show it off to the world because I like it so much but, seniors are so gonna judge. Like I know I shouldn't care and I don't exactly do, but, it's not like i'm even THAT good at kicking so, it's kinda weird. Like, i'd so judge someone if someone did that, so yea.

Was supposed to go to USS today but apparently, mr irritating had to cancel to comfort someone. Whatevz. Was initially kinda like wtf and annoyed but thank god!!! THE WEATHER TODAY WAS OUT TO MURDER, like I swear the sun has an agenda on SG. Stayed at home where it was blissfully cool in my cave of a room. Lmao.

It's weird like, if I were to sleep at 12am, I can stay asleep till 9am. That's 9 hours right? But if I were to sleep now which is 9pm+, i'd wake up at around 1am plus and not be able to sleep till around 4am and i'd so die later because I have to wake up for school at 6:30am. Kill me :))

So shouldn't be saying this kinda things, 7th lunar month and all. But it's just an expression not to be taken literally. Oh spirits pls spare me, i wanna live.

Exams are starting next Friday and ugh, I'm so not in the studying mood. So far I completed revision for 1 module, 4 more to go zz. Shouldn't had gave work schedule this weekend so I can slack or something but oh well, not work next week then.

Really want to go to adventure cove again somehow but don't wanna get tanned. Bless me and my indecisive soul. Goodness gracious. I'm so tired, already slept for 3hours after coming home from school. Yet another rambling post. Skipping school tomorrow because my team is utter bullshit and I'm not gonna go through hell for them or with them or because of them. Just gonna go to school for taekwondo and that's it. Oh god, i'm so thankful that after tomorrow, there's just 4 more days left. I'd so die if it were any longer.
Exams are starting next week and I've yet to start studying. Wowous joey, wow. Prolly might go through some slides later since I think i'm gonna be sleeping at dawn because NOT GOING TO SCHOOL.

Listening to Selena Gomez's old songs, totally missed those. Sighz.

 Btw, damnnn, darling sexy back looks hot af now. I wish we were still in the same school :( Miss u lots lots. Literally i remember thinking to myself how I have to be in the same poly as him so that I can see him in his own clothes and not our sec sch uni.

He looks hella great in royal blue shirt, without specs and his bed hair. Don't even get me started on how he sounds when he just woke up. Hella sexy. No kidding.

Too many ups and downs these 2 months, my brain can't process all these other than feeling tired. I want to start reading again, I miss the Born At Midnight series so much but it's kinda scary to read during the 7th lunar month. Oh damn, 7th lunar month, how can I stay awake the whole night zz. Totally not recommended.

Ugh, i don't know what to feel!!!!!!!! <- expressing my mixed undefined emotions via exclamation points.

Was doing report writing in class today and I FACEPALMED SO BAD AT MY OWN VOCAB, I COULDN'T THINK OF ANY IMPRESSIVE WORDS :( SO DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF. What has my english become? My face is literally :( right now.

Have been pushing away alot of people recently. Don't know what's wrong with me, I gave too many the impression i'm the happy-go-lucky type but i'm actually not. All these people don't actually know me. So when i really start to act like myself, they actually get surprised and start leaving too. Well, not like I need them but still, it hurts sometimes. Thankfully i've learnt that feelings are meaningless so they don't really affect me much.

I wish for a friend that I can call 24/7 though. It was so easy to drift from a bestfriend of 4 years, so who else can i even trust. I'm never letting my friends mix again. Like, friends from school and friends from other places WILL NEVER MEET. Never letting the same thing happen again. It's so tiring having my guard up whenever i'm with people. I need a break. Yay, it's august. July and cancer season are finally over, oh bless the lord. Was so sick of it already. Really, I can't wait for semester break and a new change of classmates.

Just started watching Flower Boy Next Door, like literally just started. At the first ep, 16min mark. Kinda bored of teen wolf already ugh, at s3ep4 for god knows how long already. The Motel California I think.

So, yay, ugh i really want to go uss and like spam cylon ride but whateverrrrr.

Dammit, I think I haven't read in like 8months, my english is dying, I swear, my sec 3-4 self would so judge who I am rn, and this pathetically low standards of vocab. I really wanna pick up reading again, particularly on the Born At Midnight series, one last book to go but I kinda forgot the storyline already, about Derek and Della and Kylie, Lucas and all, gdi.

It's Monday tomorrow again, like un-frickin-believable. How can it be SO SOON. Oh did I mentioned I got a C for my MSA for cognitive. I was devastated af.

I have no idea what to do today, I just woke up like an hour ago and I have 0 plans. Ugh.

Another venue lesson on tues @ art science museum around marina area till 3pm++, not sure if I can make it in time for cca. Like, i really like my cca and i like the people there but omg, warmups are a dread. It's fine but, i'd rather not hahahahahahahahaha, k.

Rambling post actually. The urge to type but not sure where I'm going.

I really need a friend who can like accompany me to Palawan Beach during a full moon and just sit there with me while I literally stare out at the sea enjoying the breeze. WHO CAN DO THAT. Ugh. I swear it sounds like i'm trying to re-create an mv, but i literally sat there for 3 hours staring at the sea once, I would not had left if not for my irritating so called "friends" wanted to leave. Sighz, I need a beach house.

Wait for me gold coast, I swear I'll move there by 25. 8 more years to go. So much for saving $, I spent so much this year. I should just cut up all my debit cards. They make shopping so accessible. Also, ever since I started working, I started shopping abit?? Like ew, I hate shopping :( What's happening to me.

I have yet to complete my pokemon platinum cartridge that I borrowed from yknow who. Ugh, really miss him at times. I've liked him for SO LONG that it's instinct to just drift my thoughts towards him occasionally, but it's all good, it's fading fast. Should really remove the picture from my room, but i love looking at it so much! I'm a freak.

Saw ryan higa at SG SHINE festival! Mymy, he looks so much better in real life, like, videos and pictures totally dont do him any justice at all! Saw Arden Cho, David Choi, Jun Sun Ahn, Jrod twins and Dan AKA DAN. Might upload some videos I took to this blog post, but not now, because lazy. Just wanted to say that he is so so so so so cute and that I finally met him in real life! YAY. Hope my ballon can be spotted in his vlogs. I was at the 3rd row behind the barricades, so it's pretty near. Sorry, not bothering to type in legit english today because i'm so tired!!



Ohmygoodness. I'm so tired beyond words! I slept at 4-5am last night and woke up at 8am because of elearning. Then have been simultaneously watching drama (only 2 eps) and doing rj+ quiz from then till now.

So it's 1pm now and I have to leave home at 3:30pm later in order to reach school by 4:30pm for taekwondo practice. It's gonna end at 8pm+ so I'll reach home between 9pm-10pm. Yipdeedoo.

So by the time I bathe and go on social media and all and it's time to sleep, it'd be around 1am. It takes around 1/2 an hr for me to fall asleep so maybe just maybe near 2am. Then, i gotta wake up at 7am and suffer through school till 3:30pm and THEN attend some briefing till 5pm+. Might drag on, who knows? Blah blah, moving on to saturday, weekends right? Time to rest isn't it?? NO, i have to reach tp for some lame conference talk at 8:30am lasting till 5pm that day. Then sunday, I gotta work. Sigh, then it's mundane monday all over again. Ohlord, i'm so tired!!!!! Something is awfully wrong with me. All the motivation I had for this year are all gone. Yknow i work at 2 places, one is a retail store, another is f&b yogurt. Well, i absolutely hate f&b. I want to quit asap but thought of at least getting 1 year experience yknow. But wow, that means I have to bear with it till next March, I don't think I can survive, like forget it. Also, I didn't go to work there for the whole of June and I'm supposed to have a shift there in an hour but i'm not going either because exam period or maybe i'm just looking for excuses to not go. God, it's so boring I hate it, but it's easy, you can just sit there, use your phone, serve people only when there is, put on toppings, that's it. The one in retail you have to run around and tidy stuff and the closing shift can go well near midnight, but i love it way more than the yogurt store like ugh. Every time I go there i'm chanting "save me save me save me" in my mind down to my very core.

Okay, anyway, I dreamt of my 3rd crush, so basically my p2-p4 crush. Oh god, wow. I know he has a girlfriend because she used to be my classmate and we were rather close at one point of time once but I DREAMT OF THEM BOTH LAST NIGHT. Like what?!?! Also, I'm not happy about it. I mean, I have no feelings for him duh and of course, i was 9 years old back then, OBVIOUSLY I couldn't date him, but wow, he AVOIDED ME. LOL, ouch. Anyway, I saw them once together probably 2 months ago, holding hands smiling & walking through AMK Hub in sports attire. Yeahhhh.. Lmao. They didn't see me though, I changed quite a bit since primary school. Lost the creepy fringe and BULGING tummy like ew wtf was that, like pregnant sia. Why am i dissing myself. Back to the topic, yeah, in my dream, IT WAS SOOOOO CORNY it's cringeworthy. Basically, both of them were holding hands walking again, but instead of being in sports attire, the girl was in a flowy lace, like this one in the picture, and I forgot what the boy (my ex-crush) was wearing, doesn't matter. The girl was wearing those round specs, idk, and her hair was down in gentle waves, LIKE UGH SHE WAS PRETTY AND CUTE ): Like some anime character idk, whatever. So yeah, they were both walking and suddenly a cyclist came out of nowhere and almost knocked the girl over. Yup, like SOME FREAKING DRAMA, my ex-crush, the HE, he shouted out her name and spun her over, (OMG I'VE BEEN WATCHING WAY TOO MANY KDRAMAS) like wtf, they're side by side, shout what shout sia. As she was being spun, she too shouted his name, but in a more exhilarated-like-swept-away fashion. LIKE WTF,  i'm a forced spectator in my own dream. What is life even.


Yeah, so recently i've been watching dramas like You're Beautiful, My Unfortunate boyfriend, The King 2 Hearts. Ah, so cute being married to royalty right?! Like every movie cliche but so cute. Sigh, watching drama makes me want to be in a relationship too, but in reality, they're burdenful, tiring, irritating, clingy, time-consuming and just another truckload of responsibility, so no thank you.

Also, I just found out playful kiss has youtube special edition episodes, SO CUTE, THEIR MARRIAGE IS LIKE #LIFEGOALS ALL THE WAY. BAEK SEUNG JO SO CUTEEEEEE!!!
Something I dug out from my facebook timeline. I wrote it back in 2010, how lame (?) 

Fire and Ice ;
Against the flow of nature,
An obstacle in life,
Always in the way,
Burn it down,
Melt it with power.
Strength of eternal destruction,
Never comes second place Wow, i really do miss the feeling of liking someone. Like, I spent 3 years liking someone and it hurt so much but now i'm like a emotionless shell. 5am thoughts yeah, exams starting in 3 days and I've yet to begin studying, like what am I doing with my life. Just finished watching 'You're Beautiful'. Yeah, I know, it's a old drama, came out in 2009 blah blah what not, but I only recently got into the kdramas craziness. I watched it because Yonghwa and Hongki are in it and damn, it's one of the best dramas i've ever watched! Just kinda wish that Mi Nyu chose Shinwoo which instead of Tae Kyung. Also, it was really weird seeing guys in eyeliner.. It's just, no.

Oh and I really hated how tae kyung interfered everytime shinwoo was tryna confess his feelings to mi nyu. It's so infuriating to just watch!!

Today was a terrible day, ugh. Don't wanna elaborate on it because I don't want to recall it in the future when i'm re-reading my old blog posts. Anyway, ate pizza with my colleagues (not the full strength) at 700D just now. Really weird camping basically at my void deck, but oh well, it's near home.

(LISTENING TO YONGHWA'S VOICE & IT'S GREAT. YONGHWA OPPA! SARANGHAE <3)


YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, there's gonna be a formal event in campus soon for all the sports cca and i'm attending! The theme is red carpet, AGAIN. Same as for prom, ah well, i'll get a chance to wear the black dress I never wore. 2008 glitz awards' theme was Olympiad and it was monochrome last year.

So excited!! BUT OMG, I gained so much weight since prom T_T !! Furthermore, the black dress is a tube dress! Dammit, needa start losing weight again. Afraid that i'll be over-dressing this event but oh wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll~  WEARING ALL MY BIRTHDAY GIFTS FROM THE CLAN!! CHEONGMAL GOMAWO <3 I've been watching wayy to many korean dramas recently i think i might just lose count.

I can't stand the cuteness emitting from the couples in those dramas! Sigh, I wish I can find my true one asap. How cliche and lame is this huh? But just think about it, how cool would that be?! Someone you can be your true self with and spending the rest of your time on earth with, etc.

Please don't judge this post too much, lmao. Rambling my 4am thoughts.

Currently watching ep 11 of "Bride Of The Century". How cute is Lee Hong Ki?! Damnnn.

Seriously ah, guys that take charge. Those scenes, dammit, my heart is fluttering! GIRLS, do you get what I mean? Ohmy, just watching those scenes can cause you to blush and squeal/giggle furiously!! Not even exaggerating.

Let's see, scenes like the main male lead pushing the female lead onto the bed and leaning on top on her..or when he pushes her against the wall before proceeding to kiss her, even if they don't kiss and its just pure teasing, it's cute. Ohmy.

Literally daydream material. But, these kinda scenarios are only cute & desirable if it's a guy you like, if not it's just pure violation and utterly revolting.

*GUYS, ONLY DO IT IF YOU KNOW OR AT LEAST CERTAIN THAT SHE LIKES YOU.


hey guys, it is my birthday tomorrow and im feeling so dead from taekwondo camp. Ugh, my legs hurt, my toenail bled, had capillaries broken under my skin and incurred blisters.

But to be honest, I'm really scared.

Scared no one remembers my birthday and really upset that my group of friends are unable to celebrate with me on my birthday (because of camp). Like not even my family is free. But really what hurts is that I realised that im most likely spending my birthday alone.

You have no idea how sacred birthdays are to me. Particularly mine, of course.

This year i don't even have time to plan for my own birthday, much less a staycation or whatever. I think I watched wayyy too many shows where the friends throw a surprise party for the person. That never happens to me, yeah, story of my life. But i'm that kinda friend tho, that plans ur bday a month in advance, at least.

I make myself sound too generous.

Ugh but seriously though, what the hell. I don't know what to do on my birthday. My mom said she is going to bring me to USS but noooo, she's busy with clients. My grandparents, yeah, it would be nice to spend my birthday with them, but they can't walk far, so going to the zoo with them is like, kinda a spoiler, the trip will just end early and all. So I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! ):

Worst thing would be that no one actually remembers. Sigh........

I think I've made too many enemies.
I don't know what to feel right now, I just started watching Heartstrings on 2nd June, and it's 4th june today, well 5th june considering it's after midnight...So yeah, I became a yonghwa fan..Guess what, I just found out Yonghwa was in Singapore on 30th May, I TOTALLY MISSED IT. HOW ON EARTH IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME!!! UGH...What a wasted opportunity.. It's like missing the lion king broadway musical again. Yonghwa's 'One Fine Day' Asia Tour.

No it isn't fine at all! X(

Ahh, when is R5 and Cody Simpson ever coming to SG?! Like cmonnn, you have fans here too!! :(( I wanna see the Lynch and Simpson family! <3 Ah, perfection I swear. Just look at Rocky Lynch, what a guy. Riker and Ross too heheh, Ryland doesn't have that much of a spotlight bc he isn't in the band but hey, at least he's the manager, that's cool. But main thing now is I missed yonghwa being in SG, all i knew about was the vixx concert, sighpie. <-- lame uh, using sighpie.

Bought DC comics shirts today with Calvin and Benjamin. I got the flash & superman. Cal got green lantern and ben got batman. Thanks so much guys for letting me get the extra one free shirt, it wasn't cheap so thanks so much!! Cheongmal Gomawo~

Bye Yonghwa, hoped you enjoyed Singapore though :((( MAKE BIGGER ANNOUNCEMENTS WHEN YOU COME NEXT TIME PLEASE. Shake shake shake senora, right into my right.

WELCOME JUNE! I LOVE YOU JUNE <3 MY BIRTHDAY MONTH, THE MID-MARK OF THE YEAR, EVERYTHING.

Ohmy, time passes faster and faster every year, I don't think last year passed by this quickly. I still remember feeling sad during midnight on new years 2014->2015.

Pitbull songs are so nice, lmfao. Okay, so GSS started a few days, it's so chaotic and it's basically like going to war. I swear, when my manager said good luck to those working tomorrow (vesak day) which is today because after midnight already, I felt like I was a warrior going into the front line of the battlefield. BUT HEYYYYYY, DOUBLE PAY OH YEAHHH! //airhump// LOL KIDDING.

Well, been on dn recently and guess who I saw have been online actively? UMM HMM, HIM. Idk why but it ignited the faded emotions I had for him, maybe because i'm pms-ing, but i really miss him :((((( I wish I was back in secondary school so I can see him everyday even though I hated the rest of the student body and it was utter torture.

I accidentally deleted our prom photo too, the one that we held a he's mine, she's mine sign. He wasn't smiling in the picture so I don't really like the photo at all but what the hell, I don't want it deleted!! It could be funny next time. Ugh, careless Joey.

Holidays starting after tuesday but to me it's holiday already!

So excited for my birthday, it's next wednesday!! 10 June. PRESENTS PLEASE. I'm materialistic af. I wish my friends can buy me a telescope, I want one so badly! Particular those of Orion brand. I wanted to join astronomy but then it'd end so late (obviously) and I don't want to travel at those hours. + it's friday, I wanna go straight home after school instead of staying and waiting within campus grounds. Maybe will join next year.

My tennis cca group really sucks, their training is so horrid and it is always cancelled. It's either they are lazy & not committed or idk what else. Quitting soon that's for sure, just waiting for them to cover the full basics. Then I can whole-heartedly focus on taekwondo! <3 Love the whole team.

So many shifts this week I think I might die. Okay, it's not that many but the shifts are long, that's all. Morning shifts, lapping shifts, closing shifts, I got'em all. 8 hours shift for 3 days. 24hours of standing just like that, that excludes another 4 hours shift. So total I'll be spending 28hours fighting at my battlefield. Releasing my battle cry at the counter. Lmao, i'm so lame. I'm so funny. I'm my best friend. Oh yeah.
Ugh, in class now, in one of my most dreaded lessons, effective communication. This facilitator is an utter bitch. Thought she was ok for the first lesson, but NOW, ugh, literally, putting all her students on the spot, etc. Yeah, the only word to describe this lesson and how im feeling right now is UGH.

It is that bad.

Today is gonna be so dreadfully busy. Library books due today, have rj to complete, there's tennis cca, oh man. zzz. Although it is way better than secondary school, it is more pressurising.

Kill me save me.

Sooooooo, 5 more hours of pain. 5 more hours of torture.

Oh, okay, on the plus side my friends are planning my birthday!! SO EXCITED! Am afraid that they won't plan it all that well or as spectacular as i'd like it to be, but its okay, have faith in them. Just kinda upset that i might potentially be missing my traditional annual zoo/night safari trip. Sigh ):

Also, my cca camp will be held on the 8-10 June, don't really like overnight camps but this might be my only chance to bond with the team. Ah, the dilemma
I kinda want to take the attractions specialisation track instead of MICE, not sure if it's a good choice but at least I still have a year to figure that out.

Went to watch the Beauty and the Beast musical with grace on Saturday at Marina Bay Sands theatre and it was amazing! I could really feel the disney magic, literally animation coming to life yknow. Particularly so during the "Be Our Guest" and "Tale as Old as Time" performance. Damn, I teared up. Lumiere was hilarious, comical or so.

If i do take the attractions specialisation track, I might get a chance to work at disneyland next time!! Events right??! Oh joy~ Thats so esteban like.

Anyway, I joined like 5 ccas in poly. 3 event clubs and 2 sport ccas. Taekwondo and tennis. So excited! I'll continue this post tmr (maybe). Extremely tired


"DRESS SMART AND THINK SMART"

School has started, this is the third day and to be frankly honest. I expected more fun. But it is always like this, expectations brings disappointment and hope brings eternal misery. Lmao, i'm exagerrating + it was a quote from Pretty Little Liars, Spencer.

So, main thing is that day 1 was awesome, my team was praised the best, naturally. LOL, kidding. Okay, second day was kinda boring and we had to do a personality quiz etc, so it was quite alright. Made friends with another Leon. Leon chua this time, lmao. Like 1 leon in my life isn't enough. Another LC somemore. Had CCA fiesta yesterday and i joined so many. Like those of jive, storm, fuze, tennis and student council. There's an interview for the student council though, doubt I'll get in, tons of applicants but only 30 slots. So well, try my luck.

Back to the main point, day 3, we are studying tourism & hospitality and formal wear is needed, for what idk. Thought i'd had more fun, because of stuff from secondary school, being one of the few actually being in pure geography class. WELL, NOPE, NOT WHAT I EXPECTED. I currently am in class and we are having our 10minutes break :)))


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